I'm never speaking up again...

How do I manage to get it all wrong?

When I have thought over this conversation for so long?

I open my mouth and the words sound so unfamiliar,

These aren’t the words I had rehearsed for you to hear,

You’d think that maybe I’d be better off just saying a polite “Hi!”

But you know I’d goof it up too, no matter how hard I try,

I have made a fool of myself and how,

I’m gonna shut up and not say a word…starting now!

To have You for Life!

I have always wondered what you would be like,

When we speak, what kinda conversation would we strike,

I have always wondered about that first impression I’ll make,

Worried that I might goof it all up with a big mistake,

I have always planned about what we might do together,

Someday maybe we’ll dance in the rains or cuddle up in chilly weather,

I have always thought that for you I will always do what is right,

That I would never be upset, bicker or pick a fight,

I have always dreamed of a perfect romance,

To plan everything and never leave much to chance,

But mum says nothing good happens after 2 a.m.,

And she is right, I might never be the same again,

Cause I know now that life isn’t about keeping everything in place,

That I can be upset and I don’t have to always make a straight face,

I wanna show how much for you I care,

So many emotions that with you I’ll share,

All those moments of happiness and fun,

I’ll treasure ‘em all, from rain and sun,

I want to give you excuses in so many ways,

And I don’t want you for years or months or weeks or days,

When you breathe your last, I wanna feel the strife,

I wanna know what it feels, to have you for life…

A world of my own...

Somewhere not far from where we are,

Must be a world where for each other we care,

Where from each other we never are far,

Where each other as one we share…

There must be a land where I see you every morn,

Where you see me with the same adoration,

Where we watch the sunrise together every dawn,

And each other if we chide, it’s with adulation…

A place where you find solace in my arms,

Where for all my happiness you are the reason,

Where I melt in all your charms,

Where there is love in every season…

Maybe there is this land or maybe there isn’t,

Or maybe it’s in this world, just not now,

But to be in this place, there is nothing that give I wouldn’t,

Cause without you, I’m just lost…and how!

Can We Go Back Again Please?

Upon me yesterday it dawned,

Through each other’s eyes our worlds we have spawned,

We have known each other a little too well,

And hence nervousness in our hearts can sometimes dwell…

When yesterday I saw your eyes,

I couldn’t hold myself back despite my tries,

Even in your laughter, I saw you hiding pain,

Are we so far apart that your confidence I must win all over again???

Can we go back to the days gone by,

When we’d find each other without having to try,

When in each other, the greatest joy we ever found,

Separated by miles but in our hearts, forever bound…

The Same Old Songs

My memory plays out to me, the same old songs,

I’m still the boy, who did no wrongs,

If I called you now, would you still come as before,

Or would you now, walk outta that door?

Have I already lost you to a memory,

Am I still supposed to believe what we shared was just another story,

Cause I’m still here waiting for you to return,

I’d do anything so your love I may earn.

My dreams still hold on to times gone by,

I’m still the boy, who’d never give up and fruitlessly try,

If I held your hand, would you also hold mine,

Or would you turn your back, tell me it ain’t fine?

Has the distance between us widened so,

Am I supposed to move on and let you go,

Cause I never will and forever I’ll be waiting here,

That one day again we’ll be together and hold “us” dear…

I couldn't do it right the first time,
Thought it up but couldn't say that one line,
And I don't ask for a second chance,
I scream out and want more than just a glance!


I wait on wiser this time around,
I hope that once again, in love I will be drowned,
And I hope that you will soon come by,
That this time, I will do more than just try!


Last time around when I had to choose,
Made the choice and her I did loose,
Gimme anything but don't gimme a choice,
I don't wanna end up making the same mistake twice!


Cause I too want to feel what it is like to be held,
In her presence, to have all my confidence felled,
I too wanna get mushy and get into a needless fight,
I wanna know what it is like to not always be right!


Wherever you are I hope that you will read this,
And know that for all my days, you I always miss,
That someday my world will have changed,
When we shall meet as destiny has arranged...